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theres something very relaxing about just being in the car driving to depths unknown...and listening to music, can't forget that.
also theres something very profound about working and listening to Justice league episodes...
makes things go much faster, I'm sometimes excited to go to work!
Wow, new oppurtunity just arose...not really looking to move right now, i'm content, but I gotta go check it out, just to see if God wants me to move another way..and I just don't know it...Now if it were another chance to live in Japan for a year, I would snatch that in a heartbeat! But here's praying for His Will!
"you don't understand...that, was the only obstacle in my way
the rest of you...are already dead..."
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The return to who I was
....I think I'm back now...it's been a long 2 or 3 years since I went away, and now that I'm back, I will say that I missed everything that I was away from during that part of the journey. wow, its been a long time....
now that i'm back...lets start!
I found my HipHop again! pump it up! lets put some groove into the music...mix it up with a little funk, rock and blues...sprinkle a little indie on the top and voila! presto! somethin new....be ready for it...IN YOH FACE!
Major Thought upgrade also...
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There are a lot of things I continue to learn about life and the lives of people. As I continue to perfect the art of readings and analyzing, the ultimate conclusion of people is that no matter what you say on the outside, no matter what you try and prove, the intentions of your heart will always be revealed by the actions you take. This is actually a biblical teaching, but it's taken me a long time to realize that in myself and with other people. It's only after I've learned to guard myself from stupidness that I've learned that this truth is integral to avoid disappointments. Like if you know what someone is up to, or if you know the intentions of their heart, and if it doesn't coincide with your own...then you know not to put your all in with them. Of course, there are exceptions to that...but I haven't experienced it yet.
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| What a way to start the new year...
well dunno what's gonna happen this time around...I just know it won't be like last year...a piece of crap for me. 2009 was all good overall....a few mishaps here and there...helped me understand and learn who I could trust and who to just down right stay away from...I don't need THAT much trouble in my life. I mean, I stay away, but if trouble persists, i'm not afraid to push the fullest extent of my anger....I'm glad though, God has blessed me with the patience to deal with those things accordingly without having me test myself on how destructive I can get. Thank you for real understanding.
This year will be a year of even bigger things I hope, the passing year was a year of big things...I know God will come through with even bigger things...and not the typical things that's expected by people I hope. My mind is in other places right now, don't feel this is my time to settle yet. I'll give it a few more years. I still have a lot I want to do...for God and experiences for myself. I'm out for the gusto if you know what i'm saying. Pretty much, wherever the mighty winds take me.
Oh yeah, and that means a new weapon for me to play around with....My last major Item purchase....then its bill paying time
I will merc you.
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The Phoenix
Has a good life cycle, but when that cycle comes to an end, dies by burning into ashe...but is reborn from among the flames into a new bird...ready live another cycle....
I find that every christian lives like a phoenix...(it's mythical I know, but don't take it literally like they exist) they live one cycle of life, brought down in a moment, but rise again (if so choose to) to live an new cycle....but the differences are obvious. God raises the christian out of the rubble that was their passed life (if the person chooses to let him) to live the new part of life that has been brought before them. Of course that person learns through the passed life and new part of life that they live...they're tougher and more wiser then the last...
The passed few years I've just been noticing these things and put them all together into that analogy. though I lived through many cycles of my life....I've never forgotten the pain I've felt everytime i "died". And everytime God raised me from the ashes....I grow tougher and more wiser from what i was. I'm thankful from everything that was, is and is to come, and now i'm more the ready to face this cycle of my life that God has put before me. Granted that if you get in my way, or hinder me from going forward....
Romans 12:19
I hope you follow through....well you better hope you follow through
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